A Warm Bath
Journal entry of: M. Jameson
Th – July – 14, 20 . . .
All my friends told me not to, but I saw him again today anyway. They warned me of the risks: “He’ll only break your heart.” Why do they always begin there? Maybe I don’t mind risking that. We mesh so well; it just feels sooooo right. Unable to leave it alone, they next play the age card: “He’s 20 years older than you are.” Why is age always an issue with them? Have none of them ever had an older man? Of course the, “But he’s a married man” always rounds out their debate. Regardless, I’m happy and comfortable with him. Besides, we’ve done a lot together. I feel like it’s up to me to get through to him. Maybe I’m the only one who can. Certainly a paramour has certain advantages – a certain amount of pull. Just maybe. Please – just maybe!!! Regardless, I had to try.
So today I saw him again at our regular time. However, this time I did exactly what my counselor told me. I told him plainly what I wanted, that I lo how I really felt. I tried to shake him up, to rattle him out of his lethargy. I whispered directly into his ear to insure that he heard me clearly . . . but when I was done, he just lay there expressionless, eyes closed, and unmoved by my passion and tears. He might as well have been a corpse for all the good it did. My heart did brake – hard! but I’m still not ready to give up. Not yet! We’ve shared too much. Strangely, it still feels right. So, I kissed him on the lips, told him I’d see him Monday night like usual, gathered my things, and left.
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To say I read with little interest that morning would be to exaggerate an obvious truth. Her taut, bare bottom still protruding into the air was quickly deepening into a dark shade of bruise and made my concentration wander repeatedly. For the first few minutes, she continued whimpering and sniffling unconsciously. Her breath caught at irregular intervals making her tremble and shudder, attracting my attention, which in turn caused me to cast my eye once again to her plugged, ripe posterior. From her arousal alone, the brush embedded deep in her anal orifice twitched and wiggled involuntarily. Before I’d pushed thru a dozen pages, her arms grew tired and she supported her upper body on her elbows and forearms, finally resting her tear stained face on her hands, in full submissive posture.
Taking my time, as I turned pages or reached logical breaks in the text, I would take my foot and move the blade of the brush around, changing the angle of penetration. With each such nudge, she’d take up heavier breathing again, and often plead, “Please . . . .” I never asked for an explanation. This play set her hips to gently humping for a few seconds before she regained her composure. Once I even slipped my shoe off and massaged her soaked trim with my foot.
After finishing a few chapters and losing interest in my book, I leaned forward and gently slid the brush out of her tight sphincter without warning. She spasmed and gasped at the unexpected sensation, as the ribbed handle slit from its socket, causing her hips to grind suddenly anew. Humping the air uncontrollably for a few seconds, she bit her lip and between clinched teeth declared, “Oh, Sir that was close!” Gathering herself again, she asked, “Sir, why don’t you want me to enjoy the release my body craves?”
“I suppose I just like my pets in heat, Allison” was all I could offer. Widgie, Why am I doing this? I’ve never done it with the other girls.
“Well, I’m certainly in heat for you. Although, I do have to admit, that except for the extremes, this nagging ache does feel quite nice. It’s almost comforting to have such a constant companion, a silent reminder of your control over me.”
With the brush gone, and my obvious pleasure plastered across my face, I simply said, “Come lay your head on my lap for a little while, my good girl.”
For the first time since our play began, she looked totally relaxed. Turning, she positioned herself beside my right leg, laid her left arm on my thighs, and then settled her head down as though to sleep. For a short time she looked up at me, resting her chin on her hands just to watch me before resuming a more comfortable posture. I gently stroked her hair without a word. In short order she was fast asleep. Given the little sleep she’d gotten the night before, I wasn’t surprised.
I decided to let her enjoy a nap she so richly deserved. Convinced that she was fast asleep, I gently scooped her up, carried her to her bed, and covered her bare body, resisting the temptation to tie her hand and foot to her large bed and have my way with her while she slept. I know Widgie, she’s perfect for it. Yes, I did it to the other girls, but I had to drug them first. She fell asleep trusting me, I can’t violate that. Besides, I want more elegant gear for her. Rope can be so crude – and leaves burns.
For about an hour she didn’t move. I availed myself of the chance to clean up and change my pants. As the afternoon progressed, I returned just to enjoy watching her sleep. She was a vision of loveliness in her peaceful repose. Within minutes of me taking the chair near her window, she stirred, saw me, smiled, and asked hoarsely how long she’d slept. “A little over an hour” I replied softly, moving to sit on the edge of her bed.
Rubbing her eyes, she asked, “Sir, I’m famished, can we eat something. It seems like ages since our last meal?”
“Of course my dear” I said, attaching the leash to her collar. Once secured, I lead her to her chamber pot where I waited as she did her business, then to the kitchen table, naked, where I fed her. Throughout the meal she seemed more and more comfortable living without clothing. I smiled to myself in pleasure. Maybe the dresses will only be for outside the house, Widgie.
After our meal, she asked about searching for her cat. Having honestly forgotten about the beast, and who could blame me Widgie, I dressed her and we went out for what remained of the afternoon. We followed all the paths on my property, she called out, “el gato grande” every so many seconds. When asked if that was the cat’s name, she simply said, “No, that’s just what I call him. When you see him, you’ll understand why.” I smiled and lead her on. I guess we all have our pets don’t’ we, Widgie.
After tracing all the paths, we ventured into the woods while there was still light. Still no cat. As darkness began to fall, I convinced her to return to the cottage after promising that we’d resume searching in the open pastures and adjoining fields next morning. Without a sign of disagreement, she simply followed my lead back home. Along the path home I suggested that as soon we got back to the bungalow I would put out some milk in a bowl in hopes of appealing to his feline sensibilities, should he be near enough to notice it.
Once home, we set out a saucer of milk for her cat, then set about to fetch a snack to tide us over until morning. Having dispatched with it, I again disrobed my gorgeous little pet and had her sit at my feet for a while as I read to her. By now her bottom was so sore that she had to find positions in which she could comfortably sit. After my reading, she asked for a turn. Handing her the book, she read with the utmost skill and dramatic energy. Such a vibrant girl, Widgie, how appealing she is to me!
Finishing one chapter, the warmth of the room, a full belly, and a long exciting day finally claimed its victim once again. Allison lay the book down and nodded back off to sleep, head lying in my lap. Again, I carried her naked form to her bed. This time I bound her hands to the waist rope once, then attached her collar to the head board before tucking her in for the evening. With a kiss to her forehead, I bade her “Goodnight my Allison,” then went to my own bed.
As the night progressed, a boisterous thunderstorm came through, waking me several times with its fury. After the worst of it had passed and it had settled into a gentle rain, I heard more banging. Surely this was not more thunder in the distance, I thought to myself, it was far too regular, and more of a thump than a thunder. Yet, it persisted. Once better oriented and awake, I realized what I was hearing; it was coming from Allison’s room.
Nearly in a panic, I rushed into her room. I found her face down, still covered by her sheets, but soaked with sweat. She was grunting as she dry-humped her mattress like a wench in heat. However, she was still sound asleep, wrists firmly bound beyond the reach of glory land. Taking immediate action to prevent her getting her load off in her sleep, I sat on the edge of her bed and gently shook her awake.
“Wh . . . wha . . . what!” punctuated in rhythm with her pelvic thrusts. Then seeing me on her bed, with a start she nearly barked at me, “WHAT’S WRONG?”
“Calm down, Allison. You were having a bad dream.” I lied.
“Is everything ok? Why are you here?” she asked through sweat and panic.
“Yes, my dear, everything is fine now. A storm came through, but all that remains is the rain for now. I’m here to help you get back to sleep. Excuse me while I get something to help you.” Rising quickly I went to the pantry for some rope. Returning, with it and a candle, she asked why I needed rope. “It’s to help you sleep better” I lied again. She looked at me with incredulity for the first time since we met. Nevertheless, in just a few moments I had her on her back, stretched tightly and tied to the four corners of her bed, crotch glistening in the candle light from her near wet dream.
With another gentle kiss to her forehead, I looked into her eyes and said, “Goodnight my pet.”
To which she replied softly, “Thank you for taking such good care of me, Sir” with a sharp sarcastic tone on the last syllable. I smiled, extinguished the candle, and returned to my bed where I slept soundly.
Next morning I awoke to a gentle rain. The storms had indeed past and there was no obvious damage. However, it felt like we might be in for a drippy, rainy season in my neck of the woods. For the first two days it merely drizzled so Allison and I managed to traipse through the open meadows looking for her cat. Nevertheless, before it had finished, it rained for five full days. By day three it was just too muddy to look any longer so I took her to my hat shop where I began teaching her my trade. For the next few days, we resigned ourselves to an indoor routine until dryer days dawned.
As her third full day in the hat shop drew to a close, the sun came out briefly before dusk. She felt refreshed just by the sight of it and asked, “If it’s nice tomorrow, can we go to town? I really need to just get out and be around other people for a little while. And can we have tea with the White Rabbit soon? I miss his silly humor.”
“Certainly, by now the launderer has to be wondering if I’m ever going to pick up your dress. Besides, I need some other things from town myself” I said satisfied at the idea. “Plus” I added, “The White Rabbit will be thrilled to get out of his dank hole for some fresh air and conversation.”
Thrilled to hear this, she asked, “However, before we show ourselves in public, can I get a bath? A real one? After all that tramping through the mud and working in the shop, I feel grungy” she added wrinkling her nose. “Besides, I’m getting itchy . . . you know . . .” pointing below.
“Well, let’s straighten up here, go back to the house for a bite of dinner, and then I’ll take you down to the bath house.”
“Bath house” she questioned?
On the way home, I told her of a small building on my property just a few hundred yards from the cottage and off the beaten path, where my Grandfather, long ago, enclosed a hot spring which belongs to our family. Discovering it, he dug a pool for the water to collect, fitted it with stone seats and terraces for varying water depths, and then built a cozy building over it for use all year round. There simply wasn’t a place like it outside of the palace itself. There I regularly took my baths without having to draw and heat the volume of water necessary for the task. Besides, it was a tranquil place to be alone. I’d spend many a winter evening soaking and reading until I feared falling asleep and dropping some treasured book into the water.
After a light dinner and clean up, I grabbed two towels and cloths, my toiletry bag, and stropped my razor. We then put on our robes and slippers and I attached her leash before we went out the back door. The night was fully come when we made for the path. I’d been down it so many times I needed no light. Allison, on the other hand, held firmly to my left elbow fearing a fall. The leaves still dripped and the owls hooted. A chill had developed which, from the few glimpses the moonlight afforded me between moist leaves, hardened Allison’s nipples, causing them to point obscenely through her robe.
Reaching the place, I unlocked the door, lead her inside, lit some oil lamps, and released her leash, placing it in the pocket of my robe. The spring emitted a soft smell of minerals as a wisp of steam curled into the dimly lit, chilly air. Allison stood staring, enamored at the spring with its warm water bubbling up from some invisible, subterranean source. I moved behind her and whispered into her ear, “It’s deliciously warm and will soothe away all the aches from your body.” Then after a sufficiently effective pause, I added softly with a raised eyebrow and a sneer which she couldn’t see, “Well, most of them.”
With only an audible “Mmmm,” she hugged herself, forcing her breasts upward. Standing still, she gently leaning back into me, her head resting on my chest, enraptured by the thought of all that warmth sinking into every pore of her tired and lusting body. Reaching around her, my hands made for her robe tie, but wandered briefly to her pert, bulging breasts. I gently massaged them for a moment before returning to my original destination; she inhaled deeply before dropping her hands to her side in abject resignation to whatever whim would come my way. Control yourself Widgie, she’s ripe for the picking, but let’s not bruise the fruit . . . more than we already have.
I untied her robe and gently eased it from her shoulders, letting it dropped to the floor in a rumple of velvet without a sound. She reached back and grabbed my thighs for support, breathing deeply, audibly, titties heaving in the lamp glow, a prelude to whimpers echoing off the open rafters. In the flickering light, her tight flesh glowed with a pale sheen. Her nipples were rock hard little buds still, pulled by an invisible string, straining for something just out of reach. I gently massaged her shoulders and upper back while she basked in the new sensations at the lip of the pool. Soon I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissing her neck gently just above her collar.
She cooed. The lock jingled at the touch of my cheek.
Chill bumps signaled that she was growing uncomfortable in the cool dampness and was ready to luxuriate in the warmth of the bath. Removing my own robe, we moved carefully to the water’s edge. Remembering my manners, I stepped into the water first and offered her my hand to ease her transition. She accepted with a smile and courteous “thank you.”
We stopped in about 2 feet of steamy water. Before either of us sat, she made her way in front of me, faced me, and placed her hands on the sides of my hips. With a wry smile she said softly, “I want to thank you for such a wonderful time this week and your generous hospitality.” Now tracing a finger sensually down my chest she continued, “I feel like I’ve known you for years. Me too Widgie, why is that do you think? I really feel like I need to repay you somehow.” Then, without a second’s hesitation, she began to kneel in front of me, taking my semi-erect cock in her tender hands.
“Not yet” I said, raising her back up by her upper arms, “There will be time for that kind of fun later. You need to soak and wash first.”
Taking a seat on one of the taller benches, I laid back allowing the water to submerge me to my chest. Then I motioned for her to join me. Opening my legs, I made room for her to sit between them on the step, the water engulfing her to her neck. Placing my feet between her knees, I spread her legs under the water obscenely. She nestled in, closed her eyes, laid her arms on my thighs, and allowed the steaming water to ease away her tension. She moaned softly as the heat worked its way into her tired body. I wrapped my arms around her just under her tender breasts and nibbled on her ear lobe.
Again, she cooed, smiling.
We soaked in each other’s embrace until I feared she’d nod off again. So gently rousing her, I said, “Before you fall asleep again, let me wash you. Then I’ll take you back home and put you to bed.”
She smiled back at me and said, “Thank you, Sir.”
I stood and led her into deeper water, submerging her to her chest. Face to face she beamed at me, radiant, beautiful. I slid my hands behind her back under the water and pulled her close to me. Her body was so firm, so tight, that my cock stiffened, hard against her stomach. With a grin she closed her eyes as she lifted her arms from the water and placed them on my shoulders, locking her fingers behind my neck. Her lips were so soft, so tender, that I just had to taste them.
Seized by a fit of passion, I wrapped my arms under her bottom and lifted her to my face. I kissed her deeply and firmly; she responded in kind. Hungry for more, I lifted her higher so that her breasts were at mouth level. Her legs settled around my waist, squeezing tightly above my hips to secure her position, feet locked behind me, her head thrown back in reckless abandon. I licked them, suckled them, and finally took to biting those sensitive buds, so young, and yet so very hard. Eventually I bit so hard she squealed, looking down at me from her perch. Of course, at this, I bore down all the more. I attacked her nubile titties until she was grinding her pubic bone furiously into my abdomen, holding the back of my head tightly to her chest, her lips pressed to the top of my head, grunting and aaaah-ing in savage lust.
Fearing she’d lose control, I slid her slowly back into the water, being careful to avoid impaling her on my erect shaft on the descent. I planted one last kiss on her lips, then said, “We’d better wash or we’ll never get done.”
She just smiled at me and added, “And that would be a bad thing?”
Smiling at her playful innuendo, I found a wash cloth and submerged it the warm water. Never taking my eyes off hers, I washed all of her body thoroughly, some parts far more thoroughly than necessary, spending an exceptionally long time in the folds between her thighs, my hand firmly behind her head. Eventually I tossed the cloth to the edge and went back to fondling her bean with my finger. This persisted until, with a heavy catch, she gasped, “Please . . . oh, pleeeaase . . . don’t st . . . st . . . stooop!” Widgie, she’s suffering so deeply right now! Can you see her trembling?
Of course, I did stop – many times.
With her eyes tightly shut and a look of frustrated pain on her face, she sobbed through tightly shut lips, tears trickled down her cheeks. As she did, one of her hands darted instinctively under the water. I grabbed it quickly, firmly placing it and its companion behind her back where I held them both. “We’ll have none of that even in my bath house, young lady” I said sternly, still looking her in those deep green eyes.
For a few minutes, she stood still, bit her bottom lip, and sobbed gently, trembling. I held her hands in one of mine while holding her head to my chest with the other. She pressed against me this way until, looking into my eyes, she cleared her throat and said, “I’m ok now, Sir.”
Then without another word, she slipped her hands free of my grip, wiped her eyes with the back of her hands, grabbed her cloth, and returned the favor, washing me thoroughly. She added a very nice touch by kissing every part after she had washed it, even those parts which were below the water’s surface.
Once done, with water shedding from her smooth skin, hair hanging heavy and wet, she glowed at me with eyes still puffy from crying. I took her head in my hands, kissed her softy, and then told her I wanted to shave her.
She said, “Thank you, Sir. It’s becoming quite itchy.”
So I directed her to a rocky shelf protruding about four feet like a geologic tongue from the pavers lining the pool. As she examined it, she noticed that it looked well cupped, probably from decades of similar use; girls spread, dangling their legs off the sides for the Hatter to shave – or torture – wallowing out the end by their anguished, uncontrollable, hip grinding. The thought made her wetter between her thighs. Discovering no immediate access from the water, she asked how one got onto it. “I’ll have to lift you” I explained.
Securing her with my hands just above her hips, I hoisted her out of the water. Uncomfortable with being placed back first on such a narrow landing area, without the aid of eyes or hands, she managed to contort herself enough to finally find herself on the ledge, on her stomach, legs dangling off the end, her rounded bottom nearly in my face.
Enjoying such a fortuitous view, I ordered her not to move. Fearful, she looked back and asked, “Why?”
Without a word, I lay my left hand on her lower back and wet my right hand in the warm water. Instantly she discovered what I had in mind as she felt my left hand thumb and fingers gently prying open her cheeks. With the first bit of pressure from my middle finger she let out an, “Oh, my God, not again.”
Ignoring her, I massaged my long digit deep past her squeaky clean, tight sphincter. From the experience the other day, I knew she found arousal in anal stimulation, so I played there for a few minutes until she was gripping the stone, raising her head, and grunting back at me. Soon she began to hump the platform in her animal lust. Each time brought her nearer the edge of a thundering climax. As she enjoyed the rectal play I’d slap her bare back side, adding to her enjoyment. She squealed and shouted, “MORE, PLEASE!”
Needing to shave her, I retracted the finger, slowly enough to make her try to back up onto it again, hoping I’d fuck her with it a little longer. Nevertheless, I let it drop back into the water. However, before righting her on the ledge, I dropped my head and sunk my tongue deep into her tight back door. She nearly cried at the pleasure this surprise brought her. After a few minutes more, she began to beg, “Please Sir, don’t stop, I need to cum so badly.” More licking and tonguing followed. Again, “Sir, it would feel so nice to get relief this way, Pleeeease don’t stop.” More licking, more tonguing, more slaps to the bottom, but no orgasm for Allison. When I thought the poor girl could endure no more and remain chaste, I stopped and rolled her over.
“Now, grab your legs behind your knees and hold them up for me, otherwise your back will hurt by the time I’m done” I warned. She complied and I went for my shaving kit.
As she trembled in need, I lathered her mound, abusing her nubbin with the brush far beyond what was needed, and then shaved her smooth once again. Having no other distractions, I took my time to do an exceptional job. This had a triple effect. When I was done she was baby smooth, her mound was alive and tingling with sensation, and my rubbing away the remaining lather stoked her so deeply that thick white cream was sliding out of her opening, dripping slowly into the water, causing a small puff of steam to drift upward with each drop of Jill juice she dribbled.
Finished, I lay my razor on the lip of the pool, rinsed her thoroughly by laving water onto her silken skin, working in cleansing water with my fingers into the less accessible folds of her girl flesh. Still holding her legs behind her knees, she began to wiggle from side to side on her stone bed, discovering for herself the likely cause of the wallowed area. Throaty groans issued from her mouth, she closed her eyes, her chest heaved as she took in deep breaths, and her back arched at the thought of more. Feeling her taut trim for any imperfections in my work and finding none, I admired the leafy corolla of her crease. Peeling back the hood from her naughty nob, I delighted in watching her engorged babe boner keeping time with her pulse, twitching involuntarily with each beat of her heart. Hating to miss even one opportunity, I attacked, sucking her rubbery pea hard until I thought she’d pass out in pleasure. Of course, I carefully prevented that. In seconds, she writhed in distress, not only because of my lingual assault, but also because it had been about a week since I’d met her and she’d found no relief in that time. Only she knew how long it had been since she’d found that ultimate pleasure, la petite mort, the little death. Needless to say, the rock was once again well polished by fem-flesh before I finally eased her back into the water.
For the second time since we began our bath, she wiped tears from closed eyes with graceful fingers. This time she asked, “Why are you doing this to me, Sir? Don’t you want me to feel good?”
“Did I not make you feel good just now?” I queried? “Your pussy dripped while I shaved you, it never lies you know.”
With fists clenched just below the surface of the water, she turned her head to the left, blew though her nose in frustration and said, “Sir, you know I want an orgasm.” She topped this off by stamping her foot under the water for emphasis.
“Then an orgasm you shall have, my dear” I said simply.
Her face lit up, she beamed at me and nearly screamed. “REALLY? Thank you, Sir” is all she could get out.
Stepping back, I moved to one of the raised seats and leaned back, water to my lower chest. Motioning, I said, “Come here, Allison, I want you to enjoy my cock tonight.”
Radiant, she approached asking for directions. “Kneel on the step just below where I’m sitting, that should be high enough.” When she complied, I simply placed my hand on the back of her head and pushed her face below the water’s surface onto my waiting cock. Taking the hint, she began sucking my dick like she’d done it a thousand times. Three, four strokes, and she had to surface for a breath. After taking a large gulp of air, I’d force her head back under the water, back onto my throbbing pole. Up and down she bobbed in a rhythm to which both of us grew accustomed. In time she didn’t need my coaxing, and took up the pace on her own. Soon her oral skill worked its magic and on one of her dives I held her head on my cock, balls against her chin, until I erupted. I reveled in the ecstasy, filling her throat with hot sticky man muck until she began to fret for air. When allowed, she surfaced, gasping and trying to swallow simultaneously, hair and water, likely mixed with indistinguishable tears, streamed down her face.
Once she’d managed to swallow what I’d deposited in her, I wiped the hair and water from her face and told her, “Very nicely done, Allison. I enjoyed that a lot. Now climb out and let’s dry off and go home. I’m tired and ready for a good night’s sleep.”
“But you promised me an orgasm, Sir.”
“Yes I did” and with a cruel smirk added, “and I just gave you one. You swallowed every drop of it I believe.”
She stood in disbelief, stock still, waist deep in water. When the reality of my statement sank in, she, with a face of determination which screamed ‘I’ll show you’ just reached into the water and begin rubbing her bump furiously. With only seconds to spare, I reached her in time to once again avert disaster. I once again held her hands tightly behind her back as I escorted her out of the pool. Looking for assistance, I took the tie from her robe, and bound her hands behind her back tightly. She resisted. She fumed. She was pissed.
After drying us both, I donned my robe and slippers, helped her into hers, and laid her robe around her shoulders. Gripping her upper arm tightly, we walked back to the house without a word. Feeling her fiery anger, I told her that she needed to improve her attitude, but got no response at all, just an icy stare.
When we got into the house, she managed to break free from my grip and stormed to her room, kicking the door shut behind her. Realizing that with her hands bound she could not lock me out, I retrieved my razor strop and went in after her, determined to change her mood. She sat defiant, staring out the window, ignoring me as I entered. I sat beside her. When I placed my hand on her shoulder, she tried to shrug me off, loosening her robe’s tenuous grip in doing so. Knowing that only severe discipline would alter her state, I took her by the shoulders and laid her across my lap, facing up. Once there, to prevent her kicking, I quickly bound her feet with the tie from my robe as she lay still, fuming.
I explained that her attitude was beyond unacceptable and that I intended to spank her back into the submissive girl who had pleased me so much just a few minutes earlier. She continued staring out the window, ignoring me. So, after due warning, I began laying strokes on her freshly shaven mound. This surprised her. The pain was acute and fiery. She stared at me in horror for the first few, before trying to wiggle out from under the rapid barrage of pain. Stroke after blazing stroke, I stung her sensitively smooth pubic area, raising angry blisters all over it. She screamed at first in anger, thrashing about as best she could, calling me names. I paddled harder. By the time 40 strokes had met her mound, she was still screaming but no longer in anger. Another 20 had reduced her to sobbing and grunting between clenched teeth as each stroke bit her sore skin.
At this transformation, I stopped. She, with pleading eyes peeking out behind the tears, looked up at me for the first time since I’d begun. I asked, “Has your attitude improved, Little Girl?” She nodded. Turning back to her mound, which was blood red by now, I told her, “I’m very disappointed in your behavior tonight. I’ll not tolerate it again.”
She just whispered, “Yes, Sir.”
Now, just to reinforce the lesson that I will not abide a bad attitude or you taking matters into your own hands, I’m going to give you 15 more of my hardest and all will be forgiven.”
With tears already welling in anticipation, she silently mouthed, “Yes, Sir” through closed eyes.
I slid further back so I could lay her legs onto the bed also. Giving her time to calm, I untied her feet, and spread her legs slightly, allowing me a broader target for the strokes meant to deliver the final lesson. After a pause, I began. I lay on 15 brutally hard but slow lashes. These brought her back to crying again, only this time, they were tears of contrite pain, without the anger.
Done and knowing my discipline had done its work; I pulled her up onto my lap and gently rocked her as she wept. As she began to calm, I reassured her how much I desired her, how much she pleased me. Seeing the serenity on her face once again, I rubbed away the tears, and loosened her hands. She instantly hugged me, dropping gentle tears on my neck.
When her trembling subsided, I laid her back on her bed, stretched her limbs tight to the four corners, and tied her down securely. Satisfied with her attitude, I bent over and kissed her goodnight. She looked up at me with swollen eyes and puffy lips and gently said, “Thank you, for taking such good care of me, Sir” this time with only tender affection in her voice.